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Major Jackson

Let Me Begin Again
Major Jackson

Let me begin again as a quiet thought 
in the shape of a shell slowly examined 
by a brown child on a beach at dawn 
straining to see their future. Let me begin 
this time knowing the drumming in my dreams 
is me inheriting the earth, is morning
lighting up the rivers. Let me burn 
my vanities: old music in the pines, sifters 
of scotch, a day moon like a signature
of night. This time, let me circle 
the island of my fears only once then 
live like a raging waterfall and grow
a magnificent mustache. Let me not ever be
the birdcage or the serrated blade or 
the empty season. Dear Glacier, Dear Sea 
of Stars, Dear Leopards disintegrating 
at the outer limits of our greed; soon we will 
encounter you only in motivational tweets.
Reader, I should have married you sooner. 
This time, let me not sleep like the prophet who
believes he’s seen infinity. Let me run 
at break-neck speeds toward sceneries
of doubt. I have no more dress rehearsals
to attend. Look closer: I am licking my lips.